I was born and raised in Istanbul, educated at Alman Lisesi and then METU, before moving to Germany for my graduate studies in economics at the University of Mannheim. London came next, seven years of building myself from scratch in a city where I knew no one, in a language I had to earn. It was London that gave me English, and English that gave me access to the wisdom teachers who changed everything.
I came back to Istanbul carrying more than I had left with. A different relationship to my body, my work, and what I was actually here to do.
I am a mother. The passage through pregnancy, birth, and the postpartum was a death practice. More transformative than any tradition I had studied. It cracked something open. That too lives in this work.
I love my morning coffee and my pages. I love spaciousness, travelling and art. I love tapas and a good convo that gently tips into provocation. I love my family deeply and I love my solitude equally.
I live in Moda, Istanbul with my husband and my son Deniz.